Forgetting Who I Am

We’re all human.. We all make mistakes..

I can’t tell you how much that knowledge has helped AND hurt me throughout my life.. It helps when I’m down and need help reminding myself that I’m not perfect and that everyone has their trials..

But it also hurts, it hurts because sometimes I’ll be faced with the option of evil and think to myself, “well it’s ok if I mess up.. we’re all human, everyone makes mistakes”

So what’s a boy to do?

I once heard someone say that NO ONE can change…

NO ONE?

Wow.. if no one can EVER change.. what the hell are we doing here? If I were you I’d take some advice from me… the girl that said that was a stupid bitch who wasn’t strong enough to change herself.

I believe anyone can change… it’s just a matter of inner strength laced with desire.

In the Bible, Book Of Mormon, and Doctrine And Covenants, we constantly read about a “change” of heart.

I just wish I knew how this takes place..

For me, I’ve changed a lot

I’ve gone through good, bad, and everything in between…

But how do I stick with just one?

I know a lot of you out there battle with inner war… a battle between your mind and your soul… this battle isn’t always about good and evil.. sometimes it’s just about who we are, who we want to be and who we SHOULD become.. everyone from my nephew to the prophet wants to know who they are and what they stand for.

I wish I had some bit of GREAT advice that you could put in your pocket to take home with you.. but honestly, I am as dumb as I look… I have no answers for you at this point. I can’t say anything life changing and I don’t dare to try and write something so inspirational that you hang it as a quote..

All I can do is stand next to you shrugging my shoulders in a failed attempt to answer all of  life’s questions.

Until I get some light on this subject I think I’m just going to kick back and try to smile. Cause no matter what, that is the most important thing in life. If you can smile, nothing is wrong, and if you ever do anything to wipe that smile off your face or anyones face around you.. just stop and remind yourself

We’re all human… we all make mistakes