Comfortably Numb
You ever wanted to cry… but you can’t?
Have you ever wondered why that is? do you just have no tears left to cry? or do you feel more like me… that you’ve become numb to all feeling..
I remember being an emotional wreck as a kid.. not in a bad way… but in the fact that i couldn’t ever stop from crying.. i remember being 16 years old watching lion king with my neice trying to hide my face when scar kills Simba’s father…
Pathetic i know
But now i feel almost as if my bucket of tears has run dry… i guess when you know no joy… you know no sorrow… this even field of gray is killing me slowly and i’ve forgotton how to laugh… i’ve forgotton how to cry..
i’ve become what pink floyd describes as “comfortably numb”
hell… i’ve even forgotton how to write.. i’ll leave it in your hands… what do you think
Perfect..have thought the same way for a long time!
It’s weird, I haven’t heard from or thought of you in a long time, and when I happen to read through your blog you have something that speaks to me so perfectly that I don’t know what to think. I just wanted to let you know that you impact people without even realizing it. thank you.