Forgetting Who I Am

This poems for you bro, the midget with that girl

There’s only one thing she wants in this entire world

She has no desire, no drive no will to do what’s right

She’ll sin just like everyone but acts like she walks in the light

She doesn’t care about a husband or even havin kids

She just wants something BIG to cover who she really is

Don’t think I’m jealous.. if anything for you I mourn

But good luck with that.. don’t ever say you weren’t warned

She seemed normal cause her family was all cool

But as old as she is and still acts like she’s in high school?

This queen of drama now puts on her crown

A pretty princess in her wedding gown

She doesn’t care who her husband is to be

Just desires a giant ring for everyone to see

Her nose held high, her love ain’t for free

Her false form of love, blinded by her greed

When was money able to buy love? I must have missed it

The princess unhappy with her crown, so materialistic

I tried to be there, tried to give her help

But she couldn’t learn to love anything but herself

My hand was there, her choice to refuse

Rolling my caring eyes at the choices she would choose

How could she speak so badly of the people she called friends

All her smiles and laughs were all just pretend

“If you talk about them, what do you say behind my back?

Honestly, you can’t be honest, if loyalty you lack”

I leave her to the highest bidder, I can’t save her

To me she’s not worth the 25 dollars they gave her

Smile and shake my head, I’m movin on without her

She’s so vain she probably thinks this poems about her

Now she struggles to find happiness in the price of a diamond ring

The unsatisfied princess with the desires of a queen

They’re watching you Tycen..

Unbelieving
They don’t believe you can do it
They watch with close intent

Praying you make a mistake

Don’t mess up

Everyone’s watching

Everyone expects you to succeed

But they all want you to fail

Fail because you’ve been good

Fail so that you get brought down to their level

Fail because the newspaper says you won’t
The award you hang around your neck

Best in the nation.. twice

Only weighs you down

More people watch

More they expect

If you get a hit

They wonder why it wasn’t a homerun

If you hit a homerun

They wonder why it didn’t go further

No matter what..

They’ll never be satisfied

They just don’t understand

They don’t know that to you

It’s more than a game

Desire burns inside you to be the best

They don’t understand that

They don’t understand

They don’t understand how you can be so serious

And say you have fun

Fun…

That’s why you’ll fail Tycen

Cause you’re forgetting to have fun

A failure to your school

Your Coach, your siblings

Your parents, your friends…

But then again.. you have no friends

You have no one who understands

You have no one who sees you sweat

Sees you work

Wears your shoes

They don’t sit next to you in the gym

They don’t toss to you in the cage

They don’t see you swing in your basement

Til your hands bleed

Til your hands bleed

They don’t see your hard work

They see you’ve been blessed with an arm

An eye and a smile…

So use those to prove them wrong Tycen

Prove them wrong

This horizon
Now utters its ire
With fire
The sky’s turn black
Against what I desire
It keeps comin
Keeps on pourin down
I cover my ears
To drowned the sound
Of the pound
Of my problems
As they hit the ground
I beg for help
But no one’s around

Drip drip drip
Drip drop
Please cover me Lord
I’m dealin with a lot
Drip drip drip
Drip drop
If I obey, Oh Lord
Will you make this stop?
Drip drip drip
Drip drop
I remember my promise, Dear Lord
No, I haven’t forgot
Drip drip drip
Drip drop
I’m on my knees, begging please Lord
Give me one more shot…

Drip drip drip
Drip….